punishment time

memandangkan ade orang telah melanggar his own rules yesterday so we had punished him..wat was the punishment....
bawa kami g JJ...anak2 main di child's amusement park

selepas itu menyerang MPH and bought these books for every one...semua happy dapat banyak buku, si kecik  jadi tamak n admiring semua buku  especially those yg fancy cover of kids' stories book

anyway i still fail to get a screen guard for my new BB..went to most of the hphone accessories shop n was informed tat since the phone is a new model so the stock is yet to arrive..so  worried tat the screen might be scratch, n em announce a rule to everyone here ;no one is allowed to touch mama's hp... 

Farah's besday

today is my youngest sis's birthday...as she is staying with us now during her practical time at one of the legal firm at TTU so we manage to celebrate her besday tonight with a simple but yummilicious cake...blueberry coklat...

wishing her a very great happy besday..all the best n may ur dream to become a lawyer will come true..u r almost there..good luck too

Kuatkan hatimu Sayang

teringatkan nafis di rumah...

pagi tadi x buat sarapan pun, cuma sempat masak lauk telur bistik dan panaskan nasi..da sms dia suruh buat burger sendiri..

nafis masih begitu walaupun dia kekadang nampak berusaha

tersentuh hati dengan mesejnya "ma, sori, nafis da cuba tapi  xboleh"

takpelah anakku berusaha lagi dan jangan menyerah..kuatkan hati dan semangat..lawan dan lawan dan lawan;

memang mama marah2 ..maafkan mama...tetapi dalam hati ini hanya Allah yang tahu;
berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yg memikul..hanya dia satu2 anak lelaki ku..muga Allah menamatkan keperitan ini..amin

Ziarah kematian

semalam mendapat berita kematian suami kepada PA CEO  sekitar kul 12 tgahri yg sebelumnya menghidap kanser perut..Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun..semuga roh suami Kak Ijan ditempatkan disis hambaNya yang beriman...
so pagi tadi since ade yang buat arrangement untuk ziarah so i was invited to go, so i pun pegi sekali..semalam lepas dapat berita kematian tu nak pegi juga tetapi sebab hubby lambat balik x jadi lagipun hujan lebat..last night pun memang da pakat dengan Zana nak gi ziarah waktu lunch tapi sebab ada yg arrange dengan transport sekali mudah sikit, lagipun i x tahu rumah Kak Ijan kat mana..

waktu ziarah tu sempat pulak kak Ijan sekeluarga menyediakan minum pagi..kebetulan katenya ada kuih muih dan nasi goreng, niat menziarah dilimpahi rezeki minum pagi..walaupun macam tak selesa..
alhamdulillah...

Sedih dengar citer Kak Ijan pasal rentetan kematian suami beliau..sebelum kematian anak nya yg nombor 2 diserang sakit perut yg teramat sangat dan pkl 1 pagi dibawa gi hospital...tapi sekitar 8 pagi bilamana ayahnya mula nazak, sakit anaknya terus sembuh...seolah2 kesakitan ayah dipindah ke anak dan diambil semula si ayah sebelum meninggal...walahualam

berbagai aturan dan ketentuan yang Allah tetapkan untuk hamba2Nya..semuanya berbeza2..untuk kita sendiri sukar dijangka..hanya pada Yang Esa kita menyerah dan menerima ape saja takdir dan ketentuanNya.

Udang sebalik maggi

someone was so kind and generous to me yesterday...i noticed and realized tat but pretended it was something usual....bukan dia x pernah buat begitu baik sebelum ni..selalu, tetapi since i already knew him for sooo many years i feel something le kan..

after asar we went to Pantai Puteri to buy some fish, crab and prawn; then he took us ronda2 n makan roti john..while after magrib we went to MP..on d way back then only he told me tat he is going to play golf tomorrow morning with the bro aka Datuk Bandar....n two other frens

ooo padanlah...buat baik ye rupe2nya ada udang balik maggi!!!

felt like to cekik2 dia...he knows tat we have agreed tat no golfing on weekend sebab weekend is a family day except tournament; but i know kekadang dia akan tergelincir due to invitation and so on...sometime i can consider tapi ikut mood i juga..bukan aper, we meet twice or once a week, this is the day where we spend time together with the kids...hubby is a weekend husband kan, so tat is y for us sunday is our family day.

lagipun ini kira da hatricklah ni..minggu lepas dia ada tournament kat tiara golf , gitu juga minggu sebelumnya pun ada tournament; minggu ni pulak ader invitation- tat is y dia sebenarnya macam berani x berani je nak langgar peraturan yg dia sendiri agreed to follow as he is the one yg fix the rules..

any way, ade denda menunggu...petang nanti kena bawa i kuar lagi nak beli  screen guard for my handphone, semalam cari kat MP x der, lum kuar stock utk my BB sebab ianya new model..sambil2 window shopping lagi..hah kena bayar lagi lah u!!!

Ear's infection: immediate check up requires!!

suddenly yesterday night after magrib my little princess cried...told me tat she felt painful in her right ear...thought tat not  serious so i just calm her down..few minutes later she stops crying n i guess da ok..(i ingatkan sakit telinga tu sebab taik telinga keras ke tu sebab dia nangis ...)

hubby is yet to reach home, as usual beri alasan jam la etc...so i had my dinner first, dah lapau kan..at the same time, my mum pulak demam dan we planned nak balik kampung jap jenguk my mum dan hantar sekali my sis..
mase i baring2 dlm 9 lebih she came again near me, nangis2..i tanye sakit semule ke dan dia kate lak tidak..

after hubby mandi kami pun balik ke  my kampung, on d way she keeps on crying kesakitan..sepanjang jalan melaka serkam x nampak klinik bukak sebab during tat time da almost 11 pm..

my mum da ok cuma sakit tekak dan waktu balik tu i ader bawak lauk sekali yg i masak:ikan parang masak lemak cili api..my mum kate kat merlimau ade klinik 24 hours bila pergi x bukak juga so we rushed to town,ke klinik mawar kat bachang...

sampai klinik xder orang so terus masuk bilik doktor..lepas periksa doktor kate ade jangkitan di telinga yg selalu kena pada kanak2..ia berdenyut2..doktor juga kata ia bahaya dan boleh sebabkan gegendang pecah kalau lambat dapat rawatan dan disuruh terus makan ubat kat klinik juga..

ada antibiotik,ubat tahan sakit dan ubat titis.alhamdulillah lepas bagi ubat dia da tak nangis lagi dan sepanjang malam dapat tido  lena..

pengajarannya kalau anak2 sakit telinga terus gi klinik utk check dan dapatkan ubat...
rawatan awal penting utk menyelamatkan telinga anak kita
jangan anggap sakit telinga pada kanak2 hanya sebab taik telinga keras etc (macam saya!!)
kongsilah pengalaman ini utk kebaikan anak2 kita

Tazkirah diri

its Friday again, time flies so fast...n today is 28th October....almost towards year end...

umur makin meningkat dan tak terase mase berlalu and em now da pun berumur 42 tahun...anak2 da membesar...uban di rambut makin memutih (by d way i lom banyak uban, 2  3  helai je) compare to hubby haha...

kekadang terfikir dalam usia yg menginjak ni, aper yang perlu dilakukan untuk memperbaiki diri dan kehidupan..in terms of eduation, i already have it biarpun tidak mencapai tahap PHD but i have a law degree..kerjaya, walau tak segah mana i have my own career which i enjoy n happy with it....

pencapaian anak2 ..pelajaran mereka adalah sederhana namun i believe tat as time goes by they will success..n need us as parents to always guide them..ini adalah agenda penting yang sentiasa diberi perhatian dan dipantau..dan i always make sure tat anak2 tidak mengabaikan dan tercicir dalam melaksanakan tuntutan agama dalam menjalani hidup seharian..sembahyang dan mengaji; always be monitored dan reminded...

kebahagiaan dan keharmonian rumahtangga bersama hubby: yeap we always quarel..sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit inikan pula suami isteri...yang penting we love each other;taking care of each other; em lucky to have him beside me in my life..walaupun kekadang ade sikapnya yang i x bersetuju (just like the same feeling he has upon me) tapi he is a responsible person to me n my kids;selalu berusaha yang terbaik utk kami anak beranak..

i always pray tat Allah bless me with nur dan petunjuk yang berpanjangan..mengukuhkan iman padaNya ...sebagai hambaNya banyak kekurangan dalam diri ini yang perlu dibaiki dengan izinNya..mudah2an dengan rezeki yang dikurniakan Allah juga dapat memberikan i kesempatan menziarahi rumahNya: itulah harapan dan doa yang sentiasa dipohon...

Kehidupan kami yang sederhana ini juga adalah rahmat Allah...walaupun tidak mewah atau kaya raya tetapi ianya kesempurnaan hidup yang sentiasa disyukuri...always told my kids about tat...supaya mereka tahu bahawa dalam mana mereka rase kekurangan, ada insan lain yang lebih susah, dalam mana mereka gembira, ade insan lain yang berduka...perbandingan begitu penting untuk menyedarkan anak2 supaya tahu menghargai keadaan orang lain.

Walaupun kehidupan di dunia adalah sementara..yang kekal adalah di sana..namun itu tak bermakna kita perlu mengabaikan hidup di dunia ini kerana kita perlu membawa bekalan dari dunia untuk menikmati hidup yang kekal kelak..yang penting kita hendaklah menjalankan kehidupan di dunia atas landasan yang telah ditetapkanNya, mematuhi syariat dan kehendakNya maka insya'Allah perjalanan menuju ke sana akan  menjadi mudah dan bekalan mencukupi akan memberi kita kesenangan dan kemewahan hidup di tempat yang kekal...

Pantun Promosi Blog

buah cempedak tersangkut atas atap

ambik galah tolong jolokkan

blog saya baru nak hidup

kalau sudi tolongle promokan

pisang emas simpan dalam peti

pisang tanduk dibawa belayar

kalau tuan puan orang yang baikhati

lepas bace;sudi2 kanlah pulak jadi "follower"

 

 

tapi Chek Bedah oi

..blog ko ni suam2 kuku aje..

 

buat aper tu??

ada orang hari ni kemaruk...

kerja ofis da kat tepi

dari tadi sibuk ...

tapi sibuk sangat ke

sibuk buat aper tu??????

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

kemaruk belajar menekan sana sini...

tapi masih sengal dan lembsss...

ak guna BBM masih tak reti

kena cari tutor...

tapi..

mane nak cari..???

Jujurkah pergaulan?

setiap manusia melalui berbagai pengalaman dalam meniti perjalanan hidup dan begitu juga dalam pergaulan seharian..di mana juga kita berada samada di rumah, di pejabat, di tempat awam kita tidak dapat lari dari bertemu dengan berbagai jenis perangai dan sikap manusia...

apabila kita bergaul, akan timbul secara langsung atau tidak berbagai cerita-benar atau tidak hanya si pencerita yang tahu kesahihan cerita yang disampaikan..bila bergaul pula, ikhlas atau tidak akan terjawab oleh, juga si empunya diri-ikhlas atau tidak untuk bergaul, bercakap atau bertegur sapa..

bagaimanakah hendak menentukan tahap kejujuran itu adalah satu yang subjektif..

di pejabat misalnya,  kita bergaul atau bercampur samada dengan seorang yang lebih tinggi pangkatnya dengan kita, atau sama taraf atau lebih rendah- dengan sebab yang  berbeza-beza; pertama ,semestinya sebab  sebagai rakan sekerja memanglah kita kena bercampur atau bergaul tanpa mengira status pangkat; yang kedua sebab nak memudahkan komunikasi yang lebih mesra supaya senanglah bila dalam keadaan terdesak atau darurat ada orang yang boleh kita minta bantuan atau dipergunakan; yang ketiga yang keempat yang kelima-  seterusnya akan melonggokkan 1001 macam sebablah kan..

menyentuh sebab yang kedua tu dalam mana kita bercampur atau bergaul dengan menggunakan alasan utk mudah berkomunikasi secara realiti, sebenar2nya ada maksud yang tersurat di balik yang tersirat di mana kebanyakan di antara kita menggunakan anatomi tersebut sebagai kaedah yang paling halus dan selamat untuk menyelamatkan diri apabila tersepit; hubungan yang baik, yang ramah mesra adalah hanya umpan ..

contoh- kalau kerja tak siap, maka mudahlah kita nak minta tolong orang lain untuk siapkan sebab dah kita mesra alam dengan si polan si polan takkan dia nak menolak bila kite mintak tolong, kan..contoh lain: apabila kita menerima tugasan dan buat sama2 dengan rakan setugas, so bolehlah dengan mudahnya dalam keadaan kite yang buat silap, bolehlah kite point finger kat orang yang satu lagi yg sama2 siapkan kerja atau tugasan ngan kite sebab dah sesama buat keja (walaupun tak pasal2 orang tu turut dipersalahkan); hah itulah nikmat komunikasi yang mesra..sama2 susah sama2 terima bala...

walaupun mungkin, (i kate mungkin) kite tak buat begitu, dia pulak buat kat kite- sebab tu ade faedahnya kita ni bercampur gaul kat ofis; sekurang2nya kita tak jadi kera sumbang tetapi kera sumbing yang membuka mate kite untuk kenal mane kawan atau lawan, mane intan atau permate, mane lahabau atau kesampau (bak kate orang Melaka) tambah juga lah koleksi pengalaman hidup kite..tak gitu? Untuk menimbang berat jujur atau tidak tu, sendiri jawable..dosa pahala sendiri tanggung- cuma satu; sesuatu yang buruk tetaplah busuk walaupun tak berbau dan dibuat secara senyap2..macam Cik Kentutttsss lagi senyap lagi kuek baunye , kan Chek Bedah.............hah fikirla sendiri

Layanzzz hari Deepavali

Deepavali was celebrated yesterday....n every one knows tat it was a public holiday...

it was not really a good day coz nashwa n nazwa were not feeling well..nashwa has sore throat and mild cough while nazwa has a quite terrible cough..tapi only day time...pelik sikit n sepanjang waktu tido malam xder pulak dia batuk...

our breakfast yesterday was ubi rebus cicah sambal ikan bilis and roti celup telur with milo panas...sedap makan ubi rebus tu, bertambah2...

since someone has promised me to get a new handphone so tengaharinye kami ke JJ Bandar walaupun budak berdua tu tak berapa sihat (the mother is so cruel)...berjam nak cari parking punyelah ramai umat manusia..tak lame pun pegi dalam sejam lebih je..

memang da plan nak gi ke Blue Cube Celcom so da ada arah tujuan kan, tak payah susah2 nak jenguk kedai lain...belek dan telek so  finally i got a new hp still  bb tapi version touch screen...sungguh suke tetapi hahaha not familiar with the bbm software..need to learn tat until khatam

after jimba2 di JJ we went back to MIL's house..sian kat hubby coz dia kate lama x jenguk mak dan abah dia so i suggest we went there after selesai urusan mencari new hp...yummy...my MIL masak sambal tempoyak..macam tahu2 menantu dia menyebut benda tu..(the day before kat ofis i ader bercerite ngan my fren pasal lauk tu dan  i berangan nak suruh my MIL masak-i ingat nak suruh hubby sampaikan hajat tapi malu) tengok2 memang dia ade masak lauk kegemaran i tu...rezeki..siap tapau setengah piuk sebab my MIL suruh amik, tak der orang lain yang balik..

while najwa aka kakak semalam dibenarkan keluar berjimba dengan kawan di JJ tu juga..beri peluang tapi under control, as long as we know who are the  frens tat accompanied her... their list of activity...balik rumah on time...we will consider..tapi macam biasa, pergi balik mesti ade parents yg amik dan hantar, like yesterday we sent her there n one of the fren's parents fetch them...

we went home from MIL's house at about 8.30 pm, gi family store cari barang dapur sikit and reach home dalam 9.45 pm..fetch kakak kat rumah kawan dia (dlm taman yg sama)...sebelum tido godek2 tipon alahai lembap betul nak belajar sampai ngantuk dibueknya..hubby kate belajar pelan2 nanti expert lah...orang yg x sabar macam i ni mane nak tunggu2..hubby da tido pun i masih layan benda baru tu...macam budak kecik yang dapat new toy walhal bukan amende sangat pun hahaha

finally....

finally i got this....tq hubby..

n change the existing plan

see whether it is a more cheaper plan and gives me more saving...

Silent Shooter aka double faces

terfikir awal dah nak post entry pasal kes hamper utk mini karnival tapi lupa..suddenly bile ternampak hamba Allah yang dot dot tu remind me of the story...

gini, the Corporate Dept has requested me to help them to get few sponsor  from the lawyers to sponsor 40 hampers for the carnival; i told them i cant promise but will try best to get it for them

i managed to get 30 hampers, then Shida dapat 10 lagi..unxpectedly, last minute i  managed to get another 10, which means the amount tat requested by them were more than enough!

since there is an extra of ten, so yes i took two of the hampers to be distributed n shared among my staff  and  another 8 was passed to them.

wat happened the night before the carnival was tat one of the Corporate officer called me and asked for the hampers...  suddenly told me tat she shorted of 11 hampers coz she only had 29 n the most surprise part is when she told me tat em supposed to get her 60 hampers not 40..HAH??? where in the world we have agreed on tat, i felt shock..

OMG..i already delivered you  40 hampers plus extras of 8 n u said tat was not enough..tat is not my prob kalau suddenly u da salah plan, salah kira or watsoever; u requested for 40 only and i  gave u more than the requested  amount.. the actual and agreed  number tat u need only 40- i dont see tat is wrong to reserve the two for my staffs..its not for my personal pun..

yg pelik jugak tetiba naik nombor 60 tu apehal...

n she told a story to Shida tat i "songlap" the hamper...wat the h**l  of you; hello, i dah tolong u n u tuduh i sebarangan...

ok now u answer me-yg berlambak2 goodies kat ur dept yg tak diagih2kan tu buat aper ek..those yg x berkenaan dan ur staff yg dapat extra goodies, aper cer dan  boleh pulak..yg staff u bawak kaum keluarga makan kat floor u during lunch time on saturday, boleh pulak sedangkan yg bertugas kat bawah tak dapat makan, u tahu ke..and do u know tat there are some staff yg on duty pun x dapat goodies okay..

even i ambil 2 hampers tu pun sebab pada i it was an extra ..memang lebihan daripada jumlah asal yg dikehendaki;
considering tat my staff pun ramai yg akan be on  duty jaga booth selama dua hari sebab tu i ambil 2 utk mereka..i dont even touch your quota pun...

kekadang tulah, jadi pegawai dan belajar tinggi2 x bermakna u ader budi bahasa..cakap sesedap mulut..pakaian muslimah pun bukan bermakna mulut setaraf gambaran fizikal ....
tak puashati cakap, bukan ngata belakang..kenapa mase u call i u tak tanye betulkah i songlap barang, berapa banyak i songlap, kenape..i boleh explain tapi tabiat menembak secara haram dalam diam tu i x berkenan..

macam juga habit  mase meeting, kalau x tahu fakta dan x jelas akan sesuatu tak payah menyampuk setakat nak tunjuk pandai wat per..mengharu birukan keadaan...pelik juga i, mane2 pun sikap dan perangai dot tu same aje...i dont respect this kind of people..for me this people is a selfish person...suka show-off dan merosakkan orang lain..menjaja citer yang tak benar adalah dosa: takkan tu pun nak kena ajar!

so please next time, dont get me involve in your activity....

Bebelan Si Moody

memulakan hari ini dengan menyiapkan maklumat untuk Mesyuarat Bahagian...tetiba dapat info the meeting is cancelled...huhu i loike...then dimaklumkan kena attend pulak a Health Talk..fine with me..did join for the first session n for the next session..mm surrender sebab sort of boring pulak...

later, having a short discussion with Pn Hafizah one of our panel lawyer regarding one of the court case...n since she also acted for PKNM on one of the sale's transaction so took the opportunity to discuss on the SPA for tat transaction too..

how is my mood  for today? can say tat i feel so damned bored..my mind is flying here n there..

busy  thinking on holidays..yeah yeah..finally i managed to book our hotel in Bandung..hahaha..suddenly we had finalised the place to go for holiday.."Jakarta and Bandung"...i have booked two rooms at Sukajadi Hotel..it costs us RM1133 for two rooms @ three nights stay..y two rooms? anak2 da besar n need privacy ..me n hubby pun nak privacy jugak, tat is y when we go for holidays nowadays, we need to book two rooms or a suite with two rooms..

n we will go there by KLM..jauh lebih murah dari Air Asia, allowed luggage of 20kg per person n with meals..

well sepatutnya i have to attend perasmian Seminar Usahawan Wanita officiate by Kak Mah tengahari tadi..tetapi  malas pulak sebab tengok da ramai sangat ladies yang attend; lagipun kuota kursus i da lebih muatan so  let those yang belum sampai kuota go n attend the function.

Cuaca di luar da mula mendung...already asked kakak to basuh baju dan jemur; x tahulah aper citer kat rumah tu..my working mood da mula merudum, esokkan cuti- seronoknye..malam ni nak g kuar beli handphone baru tapi lom decide brand yg mane...

hubby suggest i beli lagi bb tapi yang latest model..

let me think about it..i still have few hours to think n decide..  

perhaps kena juga ikut hubby's suggestion sebab

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dia yang bayar...

Yang mane satu??

YANG MANA SATU PILIHAN KALBU??????

planning for holiday!!!!

spending most of my times today searching for air ticket n accomodation to Langkawi or Sabah for Nov/Dec's trip...ada flight, hotel x der..ada dua2 mahal gile melampau...tu lom masuk sewa keta, makan, shopping token etc... kena pulak rakyat jelata dikira ramai so budget kena cukup...dahlah hal ehwal beli rumah lum selesai..x pasai2 ternganga lak nanti..

originally planned to jakarta or bandung tetapi thinking of current situation macam x selamat nak ke sana so the plan also has to change...

alternative lain adalah ke Penang...

em worried tat finally nanti kekalau we will stuck here n going nowhere!!!!!!!!!!!!mau meroyan lak nanti sebab da lama i x berjalan dan bercuti; i plan nak habiskan separuh daripada baki cuti 15 hari tu............
lain lah ader orang tu, tahun ni aje dah 3 kali g Jakarta- anakbini jadi jaga kat rumah..
tat is y, i dont care, wherever it is we have to go for holidays n rest n have fun sambil JJCM..
hubby trusted me to arrange n he will spend on it..
cuma masaelahnya em stuck of the booking process, mmmm.........

weekend's stories

Semalam adalah hari terperap di rumah..hubby ade mini golf tournament di Tiara Golf...hanginnn juga sebab based on our House Rules, there will be no golfing on Sunday...tetapi hubby selalu aje breach the rules tat he himself agreed to...dengan rela tak rela i agreed him to join provided tat he will be back before 2pm...sebab da planned nak go out to JJ..

mama kemalasan semalam...so nasib baik ade anak dara yg da pandai masak so masaklah dia nasi goreng edisi sendiri yg sedap jugak (bertambah mama makan)..tapi malas2 pun kena settle kain baju yg berlambak2..

by 2 pm hubby masih x balik;when i called him, dia kata flight lambat sebab TYT ada main sekali...ended up pkl 5 pm baru balik...i terus x der mood nak shopping so cancel all the planning..lepas magrib hantar nashwa balik kampung sebab dia kate nak tinggal kat kampung..lagipun sekolah dia coti sampai rabu sempena Deeepavali..balik kampung actually untuk ambil Farah sekali, my youngest sis  yg buat praktikal starting today kat legal firm selama sebulan mulai 24 Okt...

dinner at my mum's house, ade rendang yg seeedddapp sangat dan my mum juga masak asam pedas sekali...tapau rendang untuk najwa dan nafis yang x ikut..

a sad news yg diterima drp Acheh semalam where my SIL's father yg sakit dah pun meninggal dunia tengahari semalam..so my SIL n my brother balik Acheh, anak2 semua tinggal dgn my mum..buat Hikmah tabah dengan dugaan Allah, mudah2an roh Pak Cik ditempatkan disisi hambaNya yang beriman, Alfatihah..

semalam juga my BB tiba2 macam kena virus..suddenly all the contact numbers n messages hilang camtu..
aduhai bengang  ...i should get a new phone lah macam ni...rase nak nanges coz byk important numbers were missing..aduh aduh how to get back all the numbers..

Jimba2 Sabtu

well after spending most of the day kat the karnival, sesi melepaskan hajat orang nak main bowling...me without changing cloth ikut aje hubby n anak2 utk main bowling di MBC Ayer Keroh...tapi em so tired to take part so just sit n lepak tengok mereka main aje..

dah tu, turun bawah ..hubby g melepas gian kat Golf Stimulator..dia kate kejap je..suruh i duduk tengok dia play d game..kejap2 pon satu jam gek..then hubby n nafis sembahyang magrib kat Masjid Alazim...malas nak balik rumah utk kuar semula, so ingat nak beli barang kat Melaka Mall tapi xder sale so pergi pulak ke Tiara Golf ambilkan kunci apartment for hubby's fren yg akan turun mlm nanti drp Nilai.

looked for a place for dinner..ingat nak makan kat Rashid Corner tapi  tutup so makan aje kat Dataran Bukit Baru..balik rumah mandi dan zzzzzzzzz, tak tahu jadi aper...mcm dengar hubby kate nak kuar, g hantar kunci kat kawan2 yg da sampai..ntah dengar tak dengar aje sebab da terlalu letih, orang kate rumah kalo masuk pencuri ke, terbakar ke tak tahu jadi aper sebab da tak larat nak buka mata..

The Carnival -Day 2

On d second day, ade Program Mewarna kanak2 for age 5-6 (Group A) in which Nazwa and Damia were took part ;whereas Nashwa and Danish join the Group B of 7-8 years

while hubby took part in Dam Aji Competition n another one...guess wat???????????????????????????
karaoke suke2

Nazwa won 15th place and Damina won saguhati prize , so did Nashwa (walaupun terlebih umur masih x menang)

n my hubby kalah dlm Dam Aji tapi dpt tempat keempat dlm Karaoke Suke2

Dlm kul 2.30 ada Demo Masakan oleh Chef wan yang sangat sporting orangnye, camne mulut becok dia dlm TV camtulah personaliti beliau kat luar...so frenly n humble

Mcm biase i was on duty , jaga booth dan sambil2 merayau gek..penat giler

n finally the Carnival was officially closed at about 5 pm oleh Dato Ghafar our Timbalan Pengerusi dan bacaan doa was read by one of the Imam of Masjidil Haram yg kebetulan di Melaka..muga majlis kami mendapat berkatNya dan PKNM akan terus maju untuk membantu membangunkan ekonomi negeri kami

The Carnival -Day 1

finally the day comes....alhamdulilah it goes as we plan smoothly...

cuma yg kecoh sikit, masih  pasal usahawan yg cari tempat...and we left it to d respective officer to handle...gasak kolah labu...

CM has officiated the carnival officially...when he passed by our booth he complimented us by saying "good job"...so sporting when our CM also spent time  to visit most of the booths, tried himself the sold n display product n even did the medical test at d Klinik's booth..

penat cam giler sebab has to jaga our booth too...

in the afternoon lak ada Pertandingan Gubahan Bunga anyway em not happy with the winner coz i tengok gubahan yg menang tu biase2 aje..but for my personal opinion, the second place should win coz ade element artistik yg so interesting; either the judge were not tat pro or em not pro in tat area hahaha...see whether i can upload d photos later...

one interesting part is tat  fellow yg scolded me yesterday suddenly came near me,  made joke with me n also........................................................... wish me congrats for the good job of handling the pameran..

mmmm d sincerity is disputed lah...(kata hati i leh)

tomorrow is the last day n my duty shall start at 11 am...i nak balik rehat sebab kaki da lenguh2..sure mlm ni makan kat luar..

mini carnival & exhibition;preparation part 2

em really mad with these two fellows..its about the layout plan for the carnival..
we have finalised the setting n arrangement...tetiba mereka2 ni buat arrangement dapatkan usahawan utk berniaga ; masa awal perancangan kata x der usahawan nak join n blah2...tetapi once we have done everything tup2 mereka2 ni kata ada 12 usahawan lain akan terlibat dan dengan memandai2 sesuka hati allocate sendiri tempat utk usahawan2 tu kat tengah2 kawasan pameran dgn alasan nak dpt tumpuan crowd..

memang kurang asam, sepatutnya they consult the Committee n get the Committee's approval...walaupun alasan nak bantu usahawan tu baik but u have to respect the Committee kan ..bukan sesuka hati...furthermore this is not Karnival Usahawan solely..

lepas tu marah i kate tat was the planned as agreed..who say tat?who agree to tat?sengal....its never state in my minutes ok

finally i have discussed with the Organizing Chairman n she has made a firm decision...follow our earlier set up...i foooollowww

ikhtiar lagi...

last night hubby bawak nafis g berubat kat Pulau Gadong dengan Azhar, his fren..lepas Isyak

rentetan daripada gangguan dulu masih ade sedikit saki baki yang masih menganggu perasaan nafis...

mudah2an ikhtiar kami kali ini membuahkan hasil setelah hampir setahun terjadi...

Ya Allah permudahkan urusan merawat anakku ini dan sembuhkan dia seperti biasa serta jauhi anakku daripada musibah, Amin!

blog sekodeng conversation

this morning around 9.00 am someone called me n asked this q "i dont know tat u re having a blog" n d conversation was continued in a below manner: (at the same time,he is viewing my blog)
M: yes, already for some time
H: y u never tells me about it
M:y should i..its not tat important
H:wat's the name of ur blog (reading) sharing moment..ooo this is how a blog looks like; interesting
M:(dlm hati)...hisshh so outdated
H: can i do one for myself then
M: nothing is wrong  if u want to have ur own blog..u can write anything about u, ur life ur golfing in it
H:but i might have a prob
M:wat prob
H: i dont know how to create it...n ...wat is "blog" all about?
M: grrrrr 
H: do u write something about me
M:no komen (terus da malas nak layan..........panjang lak citer lain nanti; if u want to know just read it.)

i think he found out tat i am having a blog by viewing the history of usage in his laptop..i remembered tat i used it for few times to post my entries...

 anyway, being an educated person doesnt mean tat we know every things n good in every things lorr

mini carnival & exhibition;preparation part 1

yesterday was quite a hectic day in the office...as we are  organizing a mini karnival and exhibition sempena 40 years of PKNM on this friday n saturday (after been postphoned)... a lot of things need to be done especially for those who are responsible to organize it... i was appointed as the secretary for the Mini Carnival and Exhibition Commitee so i have few duties n to settle a lot of things; minit mesyuarat, layout plan ..make sure promotion team is moving, list of participants etc

alhamdulillah managed to finalise the layout plan for the booth yesterday...they r supposed   to put up the booth last night but this morning when i came to the office it was not ready..my goshhh..so afterward need to follow up with Corporate Dept..yes, even we had this Corporate dept who is supposed to arrange the event..but for info. they are the master mind..instead of this event, there are some other event n activities duly planned by us to celebrate our 40th born year..

all those planned event n activities were distributed to various department to lead...
ape yg penting "kerjasama" dan komitment

its really a FINAL decision

sambungan entry pasai house hunting...

so semlm me n hubby went to view d two houses;both are semi -d ..one at Tnjg Minyak..with very spacious land but yg spoil next to Chinese Temple lah..no wonder y the property was unsold..the second one pulak quite ok..but hubby said that he has no feeling/interest when looking at it for the first time so it came to a conclusion  tat he dont like it too...

after a discussion...hubby said tat he has make up his mind tat we will proceed with the double storey semi-d at Tmn bt Berendam Putra, the one tat we have paid rm3K as deposit...which means to say -we have to spend more ...

frankly speaking i luv tat house too but thinking of the price yg buat i tersangap sekejap...  so i ikut ajelah watever he has decided...cuma we need to find some xtra money, perhaps by selling our house at Tmn Merdeka then it will settle everything;  we need some money to top up wat we had now..one and for all...may Allah permudahkan urusan kami hendakNya amin...

Overall Champion for TYT's Golf Tournament

congrats hubby for winning the overall champion title in TYT's Golf Tournament yesterday..

the news come out in Melaka Hari Ini, today's edition

we r proud of him...however he was so dissapointed with  the prize..understood tat the grand prize for lucky draw worth more than the champion's prize...the organizer should look into  this issue ..they have to appreciate the players who struggle to win the game..

any way...be happy dear!!!

in a dilemma

em in a dilemma..of which house to choose...

so far already pay the booking fees of RM3K kat Eng Development for a completed semi-d worth of RM341K; secondly already pay RM500 as booking fees too kat Teladan Setia for a 2 storey bungalow house under progress for a selling price of RM288,888.00;today will view another semi-d di Tmn Sentosa and Tmn Tanjung Minyak...

yang mana satu pilihan kalbu; aku da maboook dan giler x finale nak yg mane...setiap satu ada kelebihan...hubby pening aku lagiiii pening...

beruntungnya aku sebab all these developer giving me an ample time to sign SPA sebab i told them i am waiting for my Confirmation letter before i can apply for government loan..they also agreed tat it will be a free of interest charged during this period..so sweet of them..

cuma tang booking fees tu kena lah aku pandai2 mengendeng bile da tak jadi beli....
lepas tengok another two houses then aku harap aku akan finalised which one.....kan Yang kan..

weekend flashback

Monday morning sun shining n  blooming, cherish every one's life...ada orang happy with monday, ada orang kena penangan Monday blues....macam2 version

so how is ur weekend...a lot of stories to tell?????

...anyway for me, semalam dok rumah aje..hubby ada Pertandingan Golf TYT, balik rumah da pukul 4 petang- cuaca lak mendung so kami x kemana-mana pun...the good news was tat he won the championship title for the tournament tetapi hadiahnya macam palat..penatlah orang tu main sakan hadiahnya entah ape ke mende batu hitam untuk urutan kat badan...

tapi yang tambah dia bengang, boleh ke pulak lucky draw grand pricenya TV LCD..lebih value hadiah lucky draw drp hadiah overall winner...

well anak2...mase belajar utk final exam..termasuk si kecik yg kononnya exam jugak:tapi asyik tulis jawi dan x nak buat kerja lain sebab teacher kate  ade writing jawi for exam ..i pun iyakanlah...

sebab cuaca mendung perut pun keroncong....walaupun kami lunch dekat pkl 4 ptg...tapi kelaparan lagi..kakak buat ayam goreng tepung KFC whereas me, buat lempeng dadar makan dgn dengan sambal ikan bilis...penyudahnya no one having dinner kecuali i yg x tahan tengok asam rebus...by d way paginya i buat spageti...mmm licin dibelasah anak2..masak lunch agak lambat dlm kul 2 lebih..wat was the menus...asam rebus ikan parang, sambal ikan bilis, goreng sawi, ikan dan hati....

teringatkan janji ngan officemate nak buat rojak buah kat ofis ari ni so lepas magrib ajak hubby g Family Store; x dapt banyak brg cuma nenas dan sengkuang aje...tapi i bawak je n nanti tengahari nak g Mydin tengok aper yg ade utk tambah..

memandangkan anak2 menduduki final exam hari ini, mama doakan agar semua dapat menjawab dengan baik....insya'Allah..

buat nafis yg masih liat nak g sekolah, yg waktu ni masih di rumah dipujuk ayah; think about ur future, ur life..its all on u..

saturday's activities

... well since today is saturday so definetely most of my activities more to settling d house chores lah kan..
started my day with going out with hubby n two younger kids for breakfast at about 9.30 am; then went to market..spent about rm1oo just for meat, the bones, chicken, ikan parang n garut..some veggies too..

reached home about 11 am, clean up all the lauk pauk..prepared lunch...

while i  was busy in the kitchen, my hubby is doing his job to monitor n help out the kids with their final year exam ..he guided three of them very well, one by one; especially those areas which they are not familiar with or weak..

angkat baju sidai baju- have lunch together...

dlm kul 4 pm went to Duyong; tengok tanah yang ada orang nak jual about rm80k for setengah ekar..OMG , area tu punye le terperuk kat solok mane..hisshh tak kenan le teman..

we went out with d kids too..tukar angin..let them release their stress n pressure..

earlier da janji dgn my mum n my sis nak gi belikan baju sempena konvo my sis yg graduated in Bachelor of TESL , konvo will be held  next wednesday kat UPM..we agreed to meet up at "keluargaku".
..sampai sana dlm 5.45 pm my mum da siap tunggu..everything selesai dlm kul 6.30 pm..went home, angkat baju lipat baju...

forgot to write on our menus for lunch tadi- i buat sup tulang and sambal tumis ikan parang aje sebab da penat siang dan cuci lauk2 tu larat nak masak lauk2 tu aje;.............................mmmmm itupun  semuanya licin..

abih tu wat's for dinner...well, dlm kul 9 kang lepas anak2 do their revision, kami nak g makan capati dan roti jala di Bemban..da rindu dengan kari kambing tu...berjaya kecek  hubby utk gi makan kat situ sebab rasa da lebih 3 bulan kami x ke sana ..it was one of the best capati  in town..memang selalunya ramai orang  makan kat situ; especially  mlm minggu...

baju2 masih lum gosok..will do the ironing tomorrow morning..la ni lom ader mood; lagipun banyak gek nak kena iron tu...kena maik mood dulu

until then...

terjawab sudah..

terjawab sudah persoalan mengapa i still x dapat surat confirm; is becoz i x isi borang tapisan keselamatan haloss...

anyway tanye intan lagi; da isi ke borang tu dia kate x ader pun tapi dia kate rase macam da isi mase masuk kerja post kontrak dulu..

dlm hati i berkate sengal betul le admin nape awal2 mase i  masuk keja tahun lepas x suruh i isi borang tu;kan senang da ready awal- walhal org kontrak masuk kerja aje da suruh isi awal2...ape cer

sedangkan i pulak masuk dengan post tetap;

memang sengallah cara dia orang ni..

so cepat2  isi borang tu,  print gambo dan tampalkan kat atas borang tu dan nak hantar kat admin yang sengal yg tak frenly client tu hah

So quite..i loike

its really quite here in d office...suke suke

most of the staff went to UTem to attend Hari Bulan Bahasa yang dirasmikan oleh PM..em  so lucky not selected to attend the function ..lagipun masih dgn conjunctivitis..x kan nak berspek hitam lak..lagi pulak, buat menjangkit kat orang lain aje..better stay in d office...

petang nanti, understand tat there is another function going on tat is the official launching of World Karate Tournament kat MITC aka Perhimpunan Bulanan Negeri sekali..again not selected to attend...yezzer...

suddenly risaukan nafis kat rumah..he is not really in a good health condition, nampak selera makan kurang but i have prepared more foods for his breakfast this morning-ada mee goreng, fun fries n nugget too..  pray tat Allah will bless hi m with good health n recover soon

not much work to do..already settled most of it yesterday

by d way, THE GOLD LETTER is yet to reach me...mane le dia menyorok tu..

mane kau surat????

aku dilanda kesuspenan (adoh koh)...
intan da dpt confirmation letter for the post;i should receive by now too tapi tak ado...walhal aku ngan sama2 aje lulus exam, lulus induksi...perlantikan same...pendekata semuanye same..

mane surat aku x sampai2..kerja aku hari ni mengintai dan menunggu PAR datang...PAR datang tapi nape x singgah bilik aku ni woi...

tadi da cal En Kassim, Manager HR dia kate nak semak untuk aku sampai la ni xder pong..

aduh tak keruan aku dibueknye ni oi...

bila bila bila ko nak mari....
cepat cepat cepat aku da x sabau ni ....

Paspot Malaysia & new bedroom set

walaupun sakit mate tetapi itu tak menjadi penghalang untuk aku g buat pasport Malaysia bersama anak2..
hubby came back early dan sampai Melaka dlm kul 2.00 ptg terus gi Imigresen..

it took us about 2.30 hours to get 5 pasports and costs us about RM800..oklah tu..semua sebab penangan cuti2 ke dot dot..lokasi masih dirahsiakan until we booked d ticket

lepas tu kami g makan2 di JJ sebab every one x sempat lunch..nafis still not feeling well..nampak dia x ader selera nak makan..

anyway... last week we have bought a bedroom set for kakak n suddenly received a phone call tat they want to deliver  it dlm kul 7 ptg gitu...supposed mereka deliver on 15 oktober nanti tapi tercepat pulak, hah nak duit cepatle tu.they really took some time utk pasang dan  dekat kul 9.30 mlm barulah siap..

orang baru baik demam ni kemaruk makan dan rasa lapar giler; so ajak hubby kuar again for dinner...........

conjunctivitis..sore throat..wat else

first day of the second week ; again i have to stay at home due to conjunctivitis;its an eyes infection definetely from my youngest ..
my eyes feel so damn itchy; rasa nak korek2 bila garu; airmata pulak asyik meleleh;anyway seingat2 i dah agak lame i x sakit mate rase macam da bertahun2...

the worst part is instead of having this conjunctivitis i also have a sore throat-i rase nak demam balik..wat a bad day...since last week em really suffered too much of various kind of illness..

i drink a lot of water nowadays..sebab dah tak larat nak menanggung kesakitan but still baik yang ini, datang yang itu..

semuanya dugaan Allah..i terima dgn redha..some people suffered more serious illness than me..yang penting i berusaha untuk cepat sembuh..kat ofis tu tak tahu jadik ape..

anyway even sakit pun tadi bos hantar document suruh vet n draftkan notis ..alhamdulillah managed to do tat..

mlm minggu di bagan lalang

we had dinner at bagan lalang last night ...went there together with my sis ita n family...
so much things to eat; ikan bakar, ikan sweet sour, lala, sotong goreng tepung, yg mcm buluh tu aper ke name da lupe, otak2...minuman plk dua jenis;tembikai dan fresh oren;kedai ni  so far aku x pernah try :HM Seafood kat belah hujung  tapi BIL kate ok so try lahn ok gek masakannya

kanak2 biasalah berlari sana sini ..x tentu arah nak makan any way it was fun...

total rm293...fully sponsored by hubby (dpt rezeki sikit)

kami bertolak ke sana pun agak lambat coz hujan; dlm 9 mlm camtu dan sampai balik kat hotel dlm kul 12.30 tgh mlm...

ade ambil gambar lepas makan..nanti i will post

sakit mata & kelana jaya

wat a bad day...after suffered so many days due to fever, yesterday afternoon tetiba i don't felt comfortable with my left eyes; bit by bit feels  itchy...looked at the mirror,my gosh- it became red..few hours later tengok ade tahi mata...wah confirmed conjunctivitis le pulak...aduh kepala tambah pusing..

my mum yg dtg semalam kate my brother nak g lcct..so i fikir y not i tumpang g nilai so tat i can ikut my hubby g kelana jaya hantar his bro yg nak g mekah mlm nye..lagipun i masih lum jumpa lagi my biras tu..sementara tunggu my hubby; i  stay kt rumah my sis..

moved to kelana jaya around 9.30 mlm..before tat check in kat NSRH..tukar baju dan anak2 mandi ..tunggu sampai pkl 2 pagi;kata daftar masuk kul 2 pagi  dan by the time we gerak balik pun masih x daftar masuk. kami mintak diri balik sebab si kenit da nangis ngantuk.

my BIL tu g dengan pakej rayyan n understand tat KT28 tu semua under the same package..
sempat kirim doa untuk anakku Nafis..

balik tu sesat pulak cik abang ..pusing2 sampai nilai dekat kul 3 pg, makan dulu dan balik hotel almost 4 pagi..

yet to recover...

believe it or not today is my fifth day of falling sick...sort of history in life...demam da ok cuma masih feels dizzy dan terhoyong hayang kalau berjln..
anyway this morning still menjlnkan tugas driver menghantar anak2 ke sekolah..walaupun kepala berpusing2 tetapi aku gagahkan juga...

sekejap baring sekejap bangun...buat sarapan, yelah nak makan.kan..sapelah nak buat sarapan utk aku plk

my mum said she will be coming here lepas my father done his ENT check up @GH..so aku sempat masak nasi..lauk semlm ade, kang my mum kate dia nak masakkan lauk..aku pun x bole berdiri lama2 so tungguu jelah.

merajuk dgn hubby..anyway not to mention y lah...

kerja ofis mesti berlambak2..some of it aku settlekan via instruction je to my Pt especially those main and urgent agreements to sign, alhamdulillah nothing yg outstanding..yg lain tunggu je aku masuk ofis monday nanti.Hopefully i da sihat semula waktu tu, insya'Allah

bila mama nya jatuh sakit...

alkisah berlaku di sebuah rumah.....

seorang mama jatuh sakit,
anak2 mengurus diri sendiri,
si ayah cuba membantu,
masakkan bubur utk si mama-buburnya hangit,
masakkan nasi utk anak2nye- nasinye keras kerna kurang air..

kain baju berserakkan tidak berlipat,
periuk belange kuali bertaburan

hi mama yg sakit.lagi bertambah sakit,
gagahkan diri bangun kemaskan bersihkan mane yg mampu

tapi time kasih juga anak2 byk membantu-ambilkn air dan makanan
juga pada si ayah-sekurang2nye mencube membantu

kejadian baru berlaku 2 hari, belum 2 minggu atau 2 bulan...
mudah2an mama tidak sakit lagi

penjaga orang sakit yg sakit

dah 2 hari aku EL, semlm menjaga orang kenit sakit mata dan yg da demam since ahad..lepas tu kena sakit perut sebab agaknye x mkn nasi. mlm nye g klinik lagi...doktor suruh pantau sakit perut dia;kalau dia mengadu sakit belah kanan kena cepat bawa g hospital...panas badan dia on and off; aku lak tetiba rasa nak demam...
penyudahnye pagi tadi aku lak demam...tetiba badan sejuk mengigil dan sakit kepala serta pening..
nazwa beransur baik so minta tlg nafis bantu layan adik dia sebab aku da tak larat bangun..dah lame rasa x demam so betul2 x berdaya...when kakak blk sekolah ajar dia masak sambal untuk makan dengan bubur nasi  (yg memang aku masak pagi tadi untuk yg demam),da jadi makanan aku lak sekali..

feel weak, badan pun macam mengigil, nak g klinik x larat nak drive..tunggu hubby balik petang kang baru ambil ubat, anyway aku da telan paracetamol 2 biji dan rase ok sikit..

my youngest tadi dlm kul 3 lebih  dedar balik so terus bagi blk ubat demam; risau aku da tiga hari dia demam dan aku takkan sok nak cuti lagi kan..aku pakse dia minum air putih banyak2..mama pun sama minum banyak air supaya sihat semula...

hectic weekend

weekend was full with activities...

my cousin's wedding; reached at my poklong's house about 12 pm.. sampai2 aje terus makan sebab da kebuluran..found out tat no penangah, so i pun sinsing lengan tolong angkat pinggan cwn together with my bro n our anak2..my youngest x sihat so kerja bergayut dgn hubby aje..penat woi..dah tua2 jadi penangah tapi kesian kat my poklong so berkorban saje..my other uncle perli ai, "pegawai pun buat keje angkat pinggan ke" hahaha, anyway pakcik yg penting ikhlas, luar drpd ofis, i am like other people...

dalam pkl 2.30 ptg berlari2 ke rumah busu i, my dad's youngest bro yg nak berangkat ke Mekah...sedih dan sayu hati...sempat minta busu panjatkan doa di Mekah untuk anakku Nafis...

ingat nak singgah balik rumah poklong da penat balik terus rmh my mum...lepak2 dan borak2 with my sis..dlm kul 5.30 pm kami g Pantai Hospital, ziarah pulak ayah Hikmah (adik iparku) yang sakit kanser hati..doa kami pakcik kembali sihat walaupun doktor ramalkan dia hanya mampu bertahan dlm  3 bulan..Anyway ajal maut di tangan Allah..was informed tat mereka akan berlepas ke Medan utk rawatan alternatif hari inilah

the family from Acheh with their parents

my sis in law with the sick father..

mlm, lepas magrib bawak my youngest g klinik, dia sebenarnya sakit mata dan demam ..pelik juga, ade ke sakit mata buat org demam...

then pegi pulak ke kedai Bata beli kasut kakak...tulah kerja anak dare aku, sethn brp kali beli kasut dah...

n lastly we went to Restoran Seri Percik utk light meal ....sampai rumah dlm 9.30 mlm...kasi adik ubat dan zzzzzzzzz

lone ranger

sepi sunyi...tat wat my life is...for today..em alone at home.
d kids accompanied their father to d kenduri at cheras utama

i feel so sad...how to express it?only my heart knows..

anyway...dengan keseorangan dan berseorangan ini membolehkan segala urusan rumah dibereskan..termasuklah da siap pun menggosok pakaian kerja dan sekolah anak2..borin2 i ber fb..surf internet, tido, dreaming, memorising citer lelama, mengenang yang dikenang  dan memacam lagilah..

ada yg terkilan dlm hati ini...tapi biarlah dulu..

makan pun simple n mudah, brunch with magi goreng n high tea dgn nasi goreng (sebab mkn da pkl 3 lebih) bosan berseorangan....rindukan keriuhan pulak....







































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