my 1st year at pknm

suddenly remember of my first year working at pknm..

how i wish to be employed by govt or state govt last time..n rezeki Allah, i was offered to join pknm a year ago...

before that i worked with a subsidiary of a public listed company, a well known housing developer in n9 for almost 13 years, but i dont get much benefit there..people will ask, how come u can be there for so long even u r not happy...frankly speaking i dont really think about myself, i sacrifice my feeling n happiness n joy..d office was near my house n convenient for me to fetch my kids from school n monitor them..that were some of d reasons y i still stay..

i felt so much on discrimination..in terms of appreciation, bonus, increment-i know i contribute a lot but the management did not recognised that.. i cant hold that anymore; y i should stay..

n later i was told by my BIL that there is a vacancy @pknm, y dont i try my luck...

finally i was employed, thanks God, i came back to my home town...even though i temporarily have to leave hubby n survive my life with all d kids here...i guess i made a right decision..

well i love working here, more privacy, more powerful (hahaha, compared to last time) new environment new things...

wish me all d best n good luck here, hope this is my last stop..

wat a burden???

kekadang i do not understand y some people are having sort of last minute habit to complete their job or task or assignment; watever they name it..when they cant finish that, then they will find their victim to complete it...

it happened to me when i was instructed to finish the paper work which em not so familiar with the head n tail of the paper...n d worst part is that paper work needs to be presented during our Board Meeting next week..

the needs to complete the paper work came within this person knowledge since last month, however until todate, it is not ready..

in this scenario, if u r in my shoe, u will definetely feel stress, i tell u..especially when u r lack of facts n knowledge of the subject matter;

tetapi oleh kerana such person gradenya lebih tinggi daripada u, n much more senior than u, would u say no????

fine, wat i do is that i just help this person and did it as much as i can BUT i left it uncomplete, for the part or area yg i x sure, pass back to this person to finalise...at least my efforts were there, also people can appreciate my co-operation..end product is not on me,thats for sure

its ur responsibilty, finish it and answer for it...................