almost be a teacher

suddenly remember of the old story; wat was supposed to be my career after my graduation about 18 years ago...

well, i have graduated in law somewhere in december, 1993 and i still remember that my convo was held on somewhere in march 1994...few months before my wedding..

i dont intend to pursue studies but my fiancee was suggested that i take up teaching so that i can have more times at home.(sebab dulu2 cikgu keja tak banyak, after 3 pm, da relaks sakan -compare to nowadays...hazabb)

so i have applied for KPLI before we got married ..memikirkan how lazy am i to be a practising lawyer; akan banyak kerja...lot of headache and tiring jobs.(masa buat course tu tak terpikir pulak hahaha)..so ignore all those things yang bersangkut paut dengan my original ambition of becoming a lawyer
we were married in june 1994 and a month after that, i got a place in Maktab Perguruan Raja Melewar for a year course...alksiahnya i pun melaporkan diri di sana, tup tap tup tap masa buat test air kencing utk medical check up dapat tahu pulak i preggie (bunting pelamin)...so pergi juga dalam 3 minggu kot, i felt like..yakkk, ohhh this is the world of teaching would be..

and i found that its not wat i want to be ..nasib baik masa tu belum sain borang kontrak..i remembered that i pujuk aka paksa my hubby  ambil i kat maktab sebab i cant stand it any more...

so i pun quit....

kalau tak i dah jadi guru..

tapi ade hikmahnya..

anak2 kata; u cant be a good teacher...and many students will be suffered if u be their teacher; ado ke anak cakap camtu kat mak dia; kurang asam..

any way betui jugak; i ni jenis cepat baran, especially bab ngajar ni, tak dapat menahan mengajar orang yang slow dan lambat..mengajau anak pun asyik menjerit, sebab tahap kesabaran yang tipis..itulah hikmah yang Allah beri apabila i tidak memilih untuk terus menjadi guru...berapa ramai agaknya anak orang da selamat dari jadi mangsa cikgu ni kalau i betul2 jadi cikgu........

(kalau hubby ade, anak2 cepat2 offer diri nak belajar dengan ayah mereka);

sekarang ni jadi in house lawyer je pun da ok dan selesa; i think this is a great fun and i pun tak meninggalkan ilmu2 perundangan i yang i belajar..

action speaks louder....

recently i seldom talk or write about kakak...doesnt mean that i ignore her..instead of thinking about nafis, she always be the priority; especially this year is her final year in school

as a parents we always wish to do the best thing for our kids..and after nafis's case was almost resolved, our most focus is on kakak..

its not to say that kakak is not good in study; her problem is her laziness and less effort..walhal da banyak kali jugek i send her for motivation seminar and courses mainly to help her to develop her study skill and motivate herself..

she is quite clever...tapi sindrom malas yang ada selalu membuatkan dia mempunyai semangat positif yang tak statik; tu yang buat i pressure..of course, we want her to study hard and get the best result; we take our effort by sending her to tuition classes...bought watever books she mentioned..encourage her on this and that; the positive actions for sure; lebih rajin, focus, concentrate, serious...

but we can do nothing if she doesnt iniatiate her ownself towards the positive action..bak kate orang, mulut da berbuih bercakap dan meleter..

as our eldest, she is the icon to her sis and bro.;leading a good example to the siblings as well; that is why she has to prove that she is good in study..achieve the best and good result; her success will motivate her siblings..

any way kakak; remember that action should speak louder than words...i have told her thousand times on this..

we dont mind spending for her for her own good; we can  find money but we cant buy your success with the money we have if you never change;

u still have times; but dont be late; the past will never come back and u cant even repeat it; but tomorrow is always here...make use of it as if, it will never come again just like yesterday!

its on u...the action is totally yours...

Our pray never end!

Alhamdulillah, hari ini segalanya berjalan baik buat nafis...perubahan yang semakin menggembirakan, mudah ke sekolah dan lebih yakin...i hope this will remain and that  is my pray, every moment; may Allah with us and fulfill our pray...amin ya rabal a lamin...