almost be a teacher

suddenly remember of the old story; wat was supposed to be my career after my graduation about 18 years ago...

well, i have graduated in law somewhere in december, 1993 and i still remember that my convo was held on somewhere in march 1994...few months before my wedding..

i dont intend to pursue studies but my fiancee was suggested that i take up teaching so that i can have more times at home.(sebab dulu2 cikgu keja tak banyak, after 3 pm, da relaks sakan -compare to nowadays...hazabb)

so i have applied for KPLI before we got married ..memikirkan how lazy am i to be a practising lawyer; akan banyak kerja...lot of headache and tiring jobs.(masa buat course tu tak terpikir pulak hahaha)..so ignore all those things yang bersangkut paut dengan my original ambition of becoming a lawyer
we were married in june 1994 and a month after that, i got a place in Maktab Perguruan Raja Melewar for a year course...alksiahnya i pun melaporkan diri di sana, tup tap tup tap masa buat test air kencing utk medical check up dapat tahu pulak i preggie (bunting pelamin)...so pergi juga dalam 3 minggu kot, i felt like..yakkk, ohhh this is the world of teaching would be..

and i found that its not wat i want to be ..nasib baik masa tu belum sain borang kontrak..i remembered that i pujuk aka paksa my hubby  ambil i kat maktab sebab i cant stand it any more...

so i pun quit....

kalau tak i dah jadi guru..

tapi ade hikmahnya..

anak2 kata; u cant be a good teacher...and many students will be suffered if u be their teacher; ado ke anak cakap camtu kat mak dia; kurang asam..

any way betui jugak; i ni jenis cepat baran, especially bab ngajar ni, tak dapat menahan mengajar orang yang slow dan lambat..mengajau anak pun asyik menjerit, sebab tahap kesabaran yang tipis..itulah hikmah yang Allah beri apabila i tidak memilih untuk terus menjadi guru...berapa ramai agaknya anak orang da selamat dari jadi mangsa cikgu ni kalau i betul2 jadi cikgu........

(kalau hubby ade, anak2 cepat2 offer diri nak belajar dengan ayah mereka);

sekarang ni jadi in house lawyer je pun da ok dan selesa; i think this is a great fun and i pun tak meninggalkan ilmu2 perundangan i yang i belajar..