He is yet to change!

em sad and dissapointed with nafis...if before this he has problem to go to school, well.. this time he encounter about a similar case, where he refused to attend a simple class during school holidays..

i have planned to send him for a taafiz class organised by the surau committee at our taman..
nashwa is willing to go, in fact so happy when she was give such opportunity to attend the class..

however, nafis is yet to change..masih bersikap negatif..after a year not going to school and mix with others, dia masih bersikap yang sama..mula2 akan bersikap proaktif but when it comes to the time he supposed  to go suddenly every thing goes down dan menjadi pasif

i feel so worried about him.. i am not sure of wat kind of trauma yang masih mengganggu dia..actually i dah banyak kali berikhtiar..bawa berubat sana sini, in fact the councellor from his school pun da sampai datang rumah, talking to him..but it seems the time is yet to come, he still behave like that...

few times i sent my doa di Mekah, in front of Kaabah- kirim kat few friends and sedara mara yang pergi ke sana tapi until now Allah masih belum mengkabulkan my doa;

i will not surrender...dan akan terus dan terus berusaha memulihkan semangat dan keyakinan diri nafis, agar menjadi seperti sediakala...doa dan harapan yang tak akan putus..

Good news from the BOD meeting

finally the Board Meeting for this year is over..with a good news for us; bonus of 1 month..huhu i luv it...tunggu pihak kewangan bank in aje dalam akaun; expected to receive it within this week...(dengar2 lah)

alhamdulillah rezeki utk semua kami di sini; bolehlah menampung belanja persekolahan anak-anak..
sambil allocate sikit sana sini;

the Meeting has going on smoothly; supposed to start at 11 am however in view that our CM is alwayz busy n has so many things to handle, it started a bit late around 12.45 pm;

tapi takpe..yang penting the approval for the bonus tu..

and for the year of 2011, our pressure for the Board Meeting is over...

Weekend at NSGCC

as i wrote before  my hubby is a sort of addicted golfer n took part in so may golf tournament like yesterday, Rajah Brooke Golf Tournament di Nilai Springs Golf club..as it was on weekend so joined him to nilai..and stayed one night NSGCC..

before we went to nilai, singgah kampung hubby to attend wedding of his cousin..then rushed to nilai..sampai tol nilai traffic jam pulak sebab on the other lane ada accident..so banyak kereta yang masuk nilai utk elakkan escape from the traffic jam..

anyway managed to reach the club sebelum siren tournament berbunyi..

we just lepak in the hotel room and dalam kul 5 pt i took the kids for swimming sambil makan2..

hubby dapat first runner up; hadiahnya  lagi2 beg golf...

nak tengok tahun depan berapa banyak lagi tournament dia join; kekadang i da give up nak bising; masuk telinga kanan kuarr telinga kiri;

tapi kalau dia menang dan dapat hadiah menarik i suke jugak, tapi suka sikit je..hahaha

Ombak Rindu

yesterday night we went out to watch movie at MBO Melaka mall..citer aper..Ombak Rindu...i tiba2 teragak nak tengok this movie so masa lunch time semalam, sanggup bersusah payah gi beli tiket...mula2 cadang nak tengok ngan kakak dan yg berempat tengok citer lain tapi tak ade show or movie lain yg sama waktu, so called  hubby and force him to join me for the show (he is not a fan of malay movie)

kami tengok show pkl 10 mlm; masa yang selamat yg i pilih sebab hari jumaat kekadang highway jam; waktu biasa dia sampai rumah dlm kul 8 mlm so i just reserved the ample time for him takut2 kalau dia lewat nanti...

bertolak dari rumah dlm kul 9.30 mlm...

mula2 tu bnyak adengan atas katil antara hariz dan izzah (3 scene kot), hubby da bisik2 bising..tak elok bebdk tengoklah mcm2..tapi alah ringan aje..in fact they closed their eyes bila tiba bab tu...i pun mane tahu ada adegan2 tu..bukan i ni director kan

overall for me ianya citer yg besh dan syahdu, mengusik hati...
si kecik sebelah i sampai bertakung airmata walhal  baru 5 tahun...

aaron aziz, maya dan lisa have successfully played their roles; superb...

i love it so much; nak tengok lagi sekali tapi via cd aje...takkan nak tengok kat cinema lagi...nak kena bammmmmbuuu...

yang nak tengok citer ni..gi lah tengok..especially yg dalam hati ada taman tu, selain menyokong filem tempatan utk yg da berumur  macam i ni, boleh mengenang kisah2 syahdu dulu2...

Friday is my lazy day

kalau orang selalunya menjadikan isnin sebagai hari malas sedunia tapi for me it always been friday; why ..becos u know tat esoknya u will be on leave so ur working mood da down..here basically em talking about myself .i jarang menjadi layu sewaktu isnin sebab i selalunya bersemangat  nak mulakan kerja dan habiskan  kerja  lebih awal tetapi most of the time,  i selalunya layu di saat-saat waktu yang mendekati hari-hari cuti especially friday; usually pepagi jumaat  i akan siapkan kerja2  yang penting ; utk kerja2 yang tak berapa penting kena tolak tepi jap sebab fikiran da melayang2 ke laut; berangan kan apa nak buat, nak ke mana dan macam lagi..jarang2 bila balik keja selepas cuti i kurang fokus atau less mood atau mendapat penangan "monday blues" cos for me when i back to work i have to finish up all those outstanding works yang i set aside on friday soonest possible so tat tak ade kerja yang bertindih untuk disiapkan memandangkan every week macam2 kerja baru akan masuk....

macam hari ini, waktu ni i da merewang2 , siap post entry lagi; kerja maha penting da selesai sebelum lunch tadi dan tunggu nak sign aje isnin ni.... yang lain kecik2 i da atur for monday to finish it..

mmm after all, tat is meeeeee!!!

Official Day "1st Dec 2011"

Today is the official day of my job's confirmation..







and i was late this morning; punch in @8.10 am...wat a good record..which is s not suppose to happen but what to do; its already happened!!!!!!!!!!!!hisshhh...not a good start at all.

secara rasminya jawatan i telah sah secara rasmi pada hari ini selepas adanya cabaran, dugaan serta selepas menjadi mangsa keadaan, after this  i just have to wait for the time  untuk diserapkan ke skim pencen  pulak once my service term of  three years is compleetd..and makcik kayo lepas tu sebab hahahaha boleh keluar EPF!!! dan yang penting sekarang ni i da layak untuk apply gomen loan; dan semestinya i will grab rumah idaman i secepat mungkinnnnn

Well.. just remember tat today is my brother's birthday too..happy besday dakbang, may Allah bless u with good health and happiness..

Ingat makan aje!

tetiba rasa lapar sesangat; walhal lunch tadi da makan nasi siap tambah sekali sebab kesedapan lauk asam rebus ikan parang berbunga kantan yang dimasak sendiri..siap menghirup kuahnya sampai meleleh kat mulut dan ditegur anak "mama ni nape makan camtu"...when i  said sedaplah, dia pun kata "aha  memang sedap"  dia pun siap menambah nasi dan menuang kuah dalam pinggan..

back to ofis, for tea time  tadi i buat kopi o makan dengan biskut kosong...tapi lapar lah lagi pulak ni...
dok membayangkan makan ape yang sedap..
hubby is coming home hari ni but i will not cook for dinner sebab anak2 yang terkurung kat rumah da request nak makan kat luar; kat Sri Percik...

citer pasal makan memang tak habis..tulah yang dok fikir dek kepala hotak ni especially bila tahap lapar menjadi kritikal...mulalah membayangkan apa yang sedap nak dimakan atau mengingati apa yang sedap yang pernah dimakan..manalah badan tak berisi dan perut pun naik sama...angan2 menggunung nak diet selalu berkobar2 tapi semua hancusss  lebur bila nampak makanan terhidang depan mata

agak2lah kan...sekarang ni kan, aper yang sedap nak dimakan ...kan!!!