Miss him so much!

since me n hubby live separately  disebabkan kehendak kehidupan, we meet up biasanya dua kali seminggu; its either tuesday or wednesday and friday; dalam dua tiga hari sekali hubby akan balik; kalau jumaat tu lama sikit sebab cover the weekend..kalau weekday, dia balik petang atau malam dan pepagi esok terus gi keja balik;

that is our life since jun 2010;sejak i started working in melaka...and that is my choice and him too; persetujuan bersama for a better life; less working pressure..memang tanggungjawab i dalam keadaan sekarang, lebih sikit sebab all d kids stay with me here..i uruskan semua hal anak2..but hubby is great, dia tak lepas tangan..whenever i need him to help, he always be here;gives me his hand and when he is around, he makes sure he handles everything..especially during our "bad experience" dengan masalah nafis last year...he sacrificed a lot...

right now he is in jakarta since last monday..for his golfing trip tapi ahad malam tu, dia da balik ke nilai; maknanya da tiga hari i tak jumpa dia; but he calls me every day from jakarta; more than three times a day..even nak tanya hal anak2...i still hear his voice

tetiba i jadi rindu sesangat kat hubby; even tak terucap; but my heart feels that...bila makin jauh, makin terasa...

bila dia kat putrajaya, so and so aje my feeling ni but still ada rindu2 gak, cuma tahap suhu hangat  rindu tu berubah2 (wakaka)...

bila dekat2 gaduh2 pulak; yes em sort of cenggeh; beranginnn..kekadang hubby pun camtu but we know how to tackle each other; we share every thing; (sikit2 ada lah berahsia kot hahaha) bila panas, ada yang menjadi penyejuk...and that tie us until now

i knew  him for 8 years before we got married plus 17 years of marriage life..

(this coming june is our 18th  wedding annivesary);