..waiting

waiting for something is alwaz painful;

n i will continue waiting rather than makes thing happen

hurt

yet to story about my eldest..najwa..already 16th..

the first shall alwaz be a special one for parents..

but she doesnt fully realize that..

we had quarel yesterday..after i found that she did not speak honest..well its on a small matter but em expected more from her...

em not a good mum; perhaps of my outspoken but to tell u its only my words which came from my mouth but not from my heart,

after all, u should appreciate how big u r in my heart -please change n make me always proud of u-

its just a small request from me!!!

Happy Besday to me

today is my 42th birthday...

this day, its not like usual..

the first wish comes from me to myself...hiba u, uhuhuu

wish that i will b the great hambaNya..diampuni segala dosa yang ada

praise and thanks to Allah for wat i had in life now,

pray to Allah untuk sentiasa diberi Nurnya;

pray to Allah, untuk diberi kekuatan menghadapi apa sahaja dugaan hidup...

pray for my happiness..

Quote of the day....

his craziness

this is wat he do since the past ten years...

this is alwaz b the topic of our fighting/quarel...

this is wat he addicted to..

this is d thing he alwaz give priority n left me behind...

this is wat he spent his time n money more...

this is the MOST THING THAT make me alwaz feels so crazy

this is HIS CRAZINESS

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...part of the craziness

toy of d house

my youngest children is a 4+ girl, a very cheeky talkative n slightly naughty n stubborn, in person

she is everyone's toy..mayb coz of 6 years gap with the sister above her...9 years gap with the brother and 11 years gap with the eldest sister.

she is very close to me until now..whenever i am at home, i have to be around her eyes..or else she will shout "mana mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

it happened to be when she was 2-3 years old..when i was at home, n if i want to d my private business in my bathroom, i will bring her in..otherwise the whole taman will have to listen to her highest/loudest pitch musical tone..

she is our sweeties, dad's daughter..

cheerish our life

happy mother's day

today is a mother's day..em a mother too..so wishing myself "Happy Mother's Day"-

a personal tribute also to my mum,MIL n my grandma..

also all mothers out there..

dont bother about appreciation,

coz it has no value,

sincerity means everything n

only our hearts know................