our cheeky sweetheart-part 2

our cheeky sweetheart part 1

SITI NUR NAZWA FARHANIZ....toy of d house

wheretoooooooooooooooooo

next week 16 sept will be a public holiday...so it would be nice if we could go some where bercuti dan rileks.i really need rest n have some fun..outside this town..the question is;whereto???

we have a discussion on "where to go",  hubby proposed cameron highlands..but i dont feel of going there sebab baru balik lawatan pejabat last july..

i dont want the same thing happens..we spending too much time on looking and deciding for places to go n finally ended with going nowhere;

so maybe i have no other choice n just agree to hubby's proposal....

addressing the luv..........

kasih sayang itu sesuatu yang subjektif...bagaimana menunjukkan kasih sayang itu pula variety...
seperti kasih sayang ibu kepada anak2..dari segi agihan sama rata tapi kekadang tak jugak..ibu itu juga seorang manusia, hamba Allah yang tak syumul..ade kekurangan dan kelebihan..walaupun tugasnya sama iatu melahirkan anak-anak tetapi kerana adenya kekurangan itu, menjadikan seseorang ibu itu tidak dapat berlaku adil dalam memberikan kasih sayang kepada anak-anak..it could happen to any of us, sebagai ibu..

for me, seorang ibu yang really could be fair in distributing her loves to anak-anak is a mum who deserve a so-called penghormatan coz in this real world, not many can do tat..but difficult to justify this kind of mum

talking about me as a mum,like others; i will alwaz try to be fair to my kids in everything..tapi atas kekurangan yang ader dlm diri, kekadang i tersasar melebihkan something to ...frankly speaking,it alwaz be my eldest..even tho i ni garang & not tat type yang pandai menunjukkan kasih sayang tetapi in any event she still my priority than the rest.

yup maybe kerana pengalaman melahirkan dia amat menggerikan...i mengalami kes placenta retained after delivery..i remembered tat after gave birth for half an hour the placenta masih tidak boleh dikeluarkan and the doc decided to biuskan i sepenuhnya untuk mereka mengorek2 uri yang masih dalam perut..dan i hanya sedar 5 jam selepas itu dan during tat time i was told by my SIL yang menjadi midwife semasa i bersalin tat the doc telah menyeluk sampai lengan menyebabkan i merana dan menerima kesan jahitan "di situ" for almost one month..membuatkan i buang air besar sambil berdiri dan tak boleh meneran utk buang besar seama lebih sebulan..i did suffer tooo much..

we alwaz argue n dispute on a lot of things..she is a stubborn girl but in my deep heart i know n understand wat actually she needs from me; but i am not tat kind of person who like to expose or directly show my luv..i did it in my own way..in any event i cant deny tat she get things more than her siblings...most of it indirectly...

that is y she doesnt notice n keep argue tat i lebihkan adik2...no no no;

i have a big dream to see her success in her study...so far her achievement in study adalah moderate..she used to be/known as a smart girl while she was in std 1-4..tapi mula menurun sedikit demi sedikit sampai PMR; its not tat i do not monitor her but she's getting lazy and playful..which others cant help.

i wanted her to be a role model to her siblings-she stil has the time n opportunity to change her attitude n reset her mind n focus to her study for SPM;

i studied law n was graduated from U; whereas my hubby graduated in engineering, also from U..of course with wat we had,  we wanted  the same for our kids..as she is our first kid..of course i want her to success in study n make us proud of her.

the same dream n hope like wat other parents had..which is not wrong

i want her to read this n understand..

change..with ur sincerity..truly from ur heart

remember tat, luv is always in my heart...scolding n mumbling are something normal for a mum to act

apa pun kebaikan dan sesuatu yang positif shall be ur belonging, ...which is for your own sake n benefit..

we had our own n we wouldnt loose anything regardless u r success or not; u r the one who will suffer if you fail n it will be late to regret once u failed...

edisi gambau macam2 raya

 mentang2 mama sponsor makeup; tak der le keja lain bebudak dara ni..

samapi muka dah macam tepung gomak

 nashwa n auliya

 najwa n busu aleesah

 siap bunga lagi ..

 nashwa n nabila

 aksi bebas

 saper yg enter frame kat belakang tu??

 the crony hahaha

 my hencem n beutiful kazen

 two good frens

 me n budak susah nak jumpa- anyway behave n mix well with others mase raya

 my youngest bro with nieces n nephew

najwa n wafa d doll

4 Syawal 1432H-BBQ raya

it is a sort of a must activity time raye for us to arrange n organize a bbq session...normally we will do a collection n buy a lot of items for bbq such as lamb, chicken, the seafoods, beef etc...

this year my father was so generous when he offered to sponsor for the bbq..alhamdulillah murah rezeki Hj Salleh pesara lecturer aka pengusaha kelapa sawit ni...so save le duit anak2...

it was held on the fourth raya; tanpa penyertaan dua family; anor yg beraye di tawau dan najib yang hilang x dpt dikesan.(aktiviti dia semedangnya rahsia)..anyway the fun was still there...

seperti biasa keja membako diketuai oleh my luvly hubby yang sentiasa rajin setiap tahun mengepalai acara bbq.. for record (haha) tahun ni my hubby dgn jayanya telah pun membakar lemang yang tip top..

semasa sesi bbq my hubby dibantu oleh adik iparku yang selalu ringan tulang jadi assistant-as usual too,he was so great dlm sesi menyiang ikan dan membersihkan udang sotong dan yg seangkatan dengannya..selalunya dia terpaksa dibantu oleh adik aku aka bini dia...
yang lain2 tu, biasalah menjadi pak pacak aka supervisor..cums tukang melantak (termasuk yang menulis ni)

seperti biasa bbq kami mesti ada nasi lemak dan sambal cik ton;makanan dihidang dlm daun pisang bagi menjimat tenaga cuci pinggan: sedap woi mkn ramai2..officially this time ade ikan jenahak, caru, sotong ,udang, ayam dan daging walaupun tanpa lamb (xder yang nak g cari-lain kali sape nak makan gi tolong cari ye)

 ayam hanya diperap kunyit dan garam (atas permintaan)

 ketua pembako

 giliran si ikan

(gambar dak udang sotong ayam dan daging ntah mane menyorok)

 setia berkhidmat -

(manelah gambor peserta lain puas cari x der; kang mare pula tuanpunya badan dan ahli keluarganya sebab penat mencurah tenaga dan keringat muka btg hidung x dipamerkan di sini)

 setia makan-d sponsor man aka sugar daddy for d bbq

lepas membako dan mentekedarah aka melantak (bahasa orang melake le), bako paru2 sendiri le pulak..berasap2 

hasil siasatan mendapati gambar2 yang diupload tukang upload tidak mengghairahkan sedangkan seingat diri ini (ewah)  bukan main banyak gambo yang ditangkap..hi pelik betul..ambil gambar pakai nikon dslr lagi ..gambar banyak nau lesap dan tak cukup kurom..nantilah tunggu aku balik kampung selongkar wat happeng dgn kamera si tukang gambo ataupun si tukang gambo da awal2 buat penapisan sendiri x tahu le aku..

edisi gambo x mengancam..nengok jelah ye...kalo ada aku tambah le kendian2 nanti

Pindaan dokumen MS ISO

hah this part yang buat i sakit kepala..need to think n adjust the documents nasib baik 2 aje...itupun buat kepala i berdenyut2...nak submit esok bagi hari ni....i stress ni   (tp sempat post enrty-hihi cari idea)

napelah x der orang buat semakan sebelum ini..how they managed to documented the procedure???alfening nak fikir..well rileks, u do wat u r supposed to do now..dont think about the past..over is over: think of the future coz tat is d thing you kena hadap...

even u r being the victim for those who organize works unsystematically....